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Chapter 702 - Intermission: Illness ~ ~ The Person who Changed Everything ~ ~

All the time I was walking around, I had only been looking at my feet. Even though I had walked forward, bearing the thought that “this way should be good”, I never had any goals or dreams that made me think that “I want to go this way”, nor did I feel any happiness that made me think that “I’m happy to have walked this way”.

I haven’t found any goals or dreams, and I didn’t know what the emotion called happiness felt like…… but I have never felt unhappy about such a thing.

I have feelings, I have a sense of reason…… but I never had a purpose, and the me who never understood the feeling of happiness, in a sense, was probably an empty being.

However, I never felt inconvenienced by it, and I never felt the need to change myself.

I just kept walking with the same stride, looking only at my feet…… I thought there was no point in thinking or knowing where the path led.

However, as I continued to walk along the path, I occasionally found that my path had split into different directions.

————-What do you think? Would you like to be my subordinate?

“Can you walk through this path?”, I received such questions, inviting me to walk through a path.

————-Please. There’s no one else I can turn to!

“I want you to walk through this path.”, I received such statements, begging me to walk through a path.

Following their lead, advancing through their path, I walked. However, I never felt that it changed anything.

No matter what path I walked, all I could see was my feet…… Never looking forward nor looking behind me, I just kept walking what the people I follow thought as “the right path”.

I thought it was admirable for people to follow their goals and pursue their dreams. However, I never once imagined myself wanting to be like them.

I sometimes congratulated those who achieved their goals and said they were happy. However, I never felt the need to grasp this happiness myself.

It’s just that, looking at them…… I slightly wonder what kind of emotion happiness is.

Thinking that I would never have any dreams, never feel happy and just keep walking through the colorless world with the same stride, I thought that such a life is fine.

There was no need for things I couldn’t have, and no point in seeking something I couldn’t understand. I was satisfied with my current situation, and I didn’t seek for any change.

……Yes….. that’s how it should have been.

But then———– I met you.

The moment I saw you, my colorless world———– began to be dyed in dazzling colors.

The moment I saw you, within this cold heart of mine———– I felt definite heat warming me up.

The moment I saw you, the me who should be unchanging———– felt like a completely different person than I had been before.

The moment I saw you, without anyone teaching me———– I understood that I was in love with you.

As I walked down the corridor dyed in the darkness of the night, pushing my cart, I stopped to look out the window where light streams in.

The large moon hovering in the night sky, with not a cloud in sight, illuminates everyone in a gentle light.

[……It’s beautifuuuuul.]

As I stared at that beautiful scene, I remembered the words I had exchanged with Kaito-sama earlier.

Kaito-sama said that he had always been under my care…… but I think that he’s really mistaken.

What I have done is something trivial. It’s wrong to compare what I’ve done with the happiness Kaito-sama has given me.

Kaito-sama has changed everything for me. The moment I met Kaito-sama, I had indeed been reborn.

Thinking about it, what I’ve done for him isn’t even enough to repay him…… because it really was just something trivial……

When I met Kaito-sama, my gaze, which had only been looking at my own feet since birth, looked forward for the first time. Thereupon, what do you know? That, which I thought didn’t exist…… “The path I want to walk” and “the future I want to seek” existed, dazzling me with its presence.

After meeting you, everything in the world that seemed colorless until then began to look completely different.

I couldn’t help but feel love…… not only you, but also the world in which you live in…… and the environment that brings the smile to your face.

I wish that you’d always be happy in the future, for nothing brings me more happiness than seeing you smile. Compared to the me back then…… I will always love this me who began to feel these emotions.

[……As I thouuuuuught, it’s really goiiiiiiing to be a bit cold tomorroooooooow. It might be a good ideaaaaaa to bring him something warm to drink in the morniiiiiiing.]

Drawing upon this feeling of happiness dwelling within my heart, a feeling that is so vivid that I couldn’t believe that I didn’t understand it before, I pushed my cart again and turned my gaze forward…… only to be drawn by the moon floating outside the window once again.

[Kuhihi…… As I thouuuuuught, it really is me who has received sooooooooo much.]

You who lit up my world, and the one I love more than anyone and anything else…… You probably haven’t realized it yet, right?

[At leasttttt, until I met youuuuuu…… I didn’t know that the moooooooon above the night sky was so beautifuuuuuul.]

The scenery that I am looking at now with a heart filled with happiness, and the world that I have come to see as beautiful————- That all of this is something I received from you……

I dearly love you, Kaito-sama. I hope that the future will be one where you’re filled with smiles…… And if it comes true————— I wish that I will be close by, watching your smile.

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